Interview with Trey Azagthoth (1996)
By Bill Zebub
from The Grimoire n°6
The Grimoire : Thy attitude, as a band, has come under a
lot of scrutiny. Dave Vincent has made some bold comments when asked
about how involved he is in thy local scene. He responded with,
What scene? There is no scene. Theres only Morbid
Angel! Dost thou think that such assertions hinder thee?
Trey : Um ... Not really.
But how canst thou say that? A lot of bands have taken
tremendous offense to that.
Really? Like who?
I am not at liberty to mention. But let us step away from
thy peers. Fans have found the arrogant statements to be distasteful. It
is not really an attitude that they admire. But then there are those who
worship thee and praise thy airs.
Well, let me put it this way - we just feel that what we say is accurate
to whats going on as far as fact. When you blow all the smoke
away, were talking about whats standing - a secure thing
thats real. Theres a lot of hype and stuff like that
surrounding a lot of bands. Were just talking about actually
whats the music all about - whats going into it, you know,
without any extra fluff n stuff that people would talk about that
really has nothing to do with music. We only just talk about our music
and how powerful it is and how we feel that its the most powerful
music there is. Its just what we feel. It goes beyond just music.
It goes in just about everything. Theres a lot of people who. . .
their whole career is just based on hype and fluff talk and all that
kind of stuff, and fronts. Our career is based on serious material that
we put a lot of time and effort into. So we just believe in ourselves
and believe in our stuff.
Didst thou find it to be humiliating to be dropped from
Giant Records?
Uh. No.
What is the next step?
As far as labels, we dont know. Were just gonna see who
gives us the best offer. As far as music, I dont see us changing
really, anymore than its changed with all the previous records.
Thou art very proud of incorporating certain extreme tempo
notes in thy arrangements. I have heard thee say that not many musicians
are capable of such feats. Dost thou care to expound?
Uh...
What is it about the Morbid Angel guitar that cannot be
duplicated?
Well, I think really its not the playing - its the
creativity. Thats really what its all about. Its the
vision that is behind the riffing. Im not saying that people
cant figure out our stuff, or be shown and mechanically pla it.
But what Im saying is that I dont see any other band coming
up with as many different types of rhythms and song structures as we
have on our records, and covered as much ground. Thats what I
think is the difference. This band has a little bit more creativity,
imagination, and we create so much new stuff in this type of music as
far as all the different songs. . . when you take them and dissect them
for what they are, theres a lot coming from one band. The two
videos that we put on MTV, like, Rapture and God of Emptiness - those
two songs are, like, totally different from one another. One is, like,
really fast and brutal, and hyper speed. The other is , like, down-tuned
and slow and really heavy and all that. Theyre totally different.
But theyre from the same band. I dont see any other band
that is producing such a broad range of music. I havent heard it.
Thou art heavily into the Sumerian gods?
Right
Is that because of what thou hast read of Lovecrafts
fiction, or is it because thou dost possess an actual anthropological
interest?
Well, I havent really read any H.P. Lovecraft. David has.
Fiction... you know, fact... I pretty much study the actual books that
are translations from the old. . . uh. . . I can say
scriptures and stuff like that, in those areas. Its
like, you know, fiction or . . . myth. Myths are, like, based on what
people believed You could say, or I could say, that all religion is
fiction because theres nothing really physically factual about it.
Its just all belief. Belief is the power. You can invent your own
kind of religion, and if you believe in it strong enough and anchor in a
reality to it, then you give it power, and it is powerful. So its
kind of a question between, like, something being all fiction, and then
something being, like, factual religion. I mean, all religion is
basically, you know, peoples ideas and what they would say about a
belief about some kind of power or something thats beyond the
physical realm. Its all intangible. Its not really something
like a car or, like, food, or something that you can see and hold and
touch. Its something that you believe in. Its something that
gets your spiritual powers going. Myself, the stuff that Ive read,
that was, like, very interesting to me. Thats the way I live my
life. I choose things that I like myself . . . what do I feel a part of
or what can I feel a part of.
Vincent says that his interest is pure belief. Is that the
same with thee? Or is it just an area of study?
Um. . . I dont know. Maybe both.
Dost thou think that it is absurd to adopt a culture that
is not thine? How canst thou be seen as authentic in thy belief if it is
not only a foreign civilization, but a civilization long dead?
Well, when you say, to be seen. . . to be seen by who? By
myself?
By others, of course.
Well, see, I dont care what other people think. I dont base
anything on what other people say is cool or what other people say is
norm because I create my own cool and my own standards. I really
dont base any- thing by other peoples ideas of whats
right and wrong.
But if thou truly did not care what other people thought,
thou wouldst not profess thy unusual tastes to the world. Thou wouldst
just dismiss prying questions with no comment or this
is not appropriate for discussion. Thou calls thyself by a
pseudonym that is from that culture. So that would lead people to ask
thee about it. Dost thou not think that thou art baiting people?
I just think that Im living my life the way I choose, which is
Satanism. See, I dont think of it like that. I just do whatever I
feel is best for myself. When I get the opportunity to say what I got to
say, I say it. People listen to it. Great if they dont. Big Deal!
It doesnt affect me much either way.
When thou did say Satanism, Didst thou refer
to the Anton LaVey school of Satanism? Or is it what occultists call
Christian Satanism?
Im talking about my interpretation of Satanism.
Wouldst thou care to share a couple of things about that
view?
Well, to me, Satanism is believing in yourself and making your own
decisions, and pretty much controlling the way you live your life and
what you do and what you think... you know, doing it for yourself and
doing things because you want to and not because other people expect it
out of you or other people are gonna think its gonna be cool or
whatever. But really, actually, you can do that too if thats
important to you. The bottom line is, doing whats important to
you.
Is there anything evil about Satanism?
Evil? How do you describe evil? Is that just the opposite of holiness?
No. Evil as in hatred, acts that hurt others. . . perhaps
it is the common idea of evil than thy own. I know evil is a relative
term. But understand that I will always use common conventions, as I am
not aware of thy own definitions.
...probably. Im full of hatred. But I dont live my life
trying to hurt other people.
How about horrific? Is there anything horrifying about thy
version of Satanism?
To me, or to other people?
To others, obviously.
I would say that Christians would. Average people, you know, maybe not.
It depends on the individual, really, because, see, Im beyond
that. I think of people as Individuals, and maybe sometimes theyre
a little more sheep-ish than others because they wanna follow the leader
or follow and be part of something as opposed to, you know, letting
themselves be by themselves iin a decision or idea. I would say that it
depends. You take a group of people and you might have out of ten, 3
people are saying one thing and the rest are saying something else.
Its hard to say. I didnt really spend my time thinking about
what other people think that much because thats their job.
Im more concerned with what I think and what I do. I just do what
I feel is best for myself.
Is there rivalry between Glen Benton and Dave Vincent?
Well, I dont think theres any really from David. See, what
it is, is, I mean, it all boils down to people and the way they are and
their values and what they think. See, us. . .were always asked
questions about that band and other bands and whatever. Oh. What
do you think about their latest record? See, part of Satanism too,
by our definition, is to speak what you feel is the truth for you. What
is your reality? Say it boldly. Dont kiss ass and say,
Theyre cool. and then by yourself youre thinking
, Oh they really suck. Oh I dont really like them. But
Im gonna say theyre coot because I wanna be cool I
dont care about being cool. That doesnt mean anything to me.
So we just say what we think, and people dont like that. So. . .
whatever. But see, I know also that they say what they think, and they
say things about our band, and you know, to me, when you look at the
music, I dont really see that it can be compared. I think
theres a big difference between our records and their records as
far as accomplishments and as far as creativity and, you know, you throw
away all the hype and you get to the music and you just listen to it and
what it does it do... I just feel that our music does a lot more.
But philosophically, are they opposed diametrically, Glen
and Dave?
I dont know. I guess you have to ask him. I know, myself, Im
actually very supportive of Deicide these days because I personally
think that the drummer and Glen... I think they do a great job, you
know, what they do. I think the vocals are really very creative and I
think the drummins really solid. But you know, for me, I just
always kind of felt that the music was lacking something. I just
didnt really get much out of the actual songs from one song to the
next. But I really hope Deicide stays around because I think that the
scene or whatever needs more bands right now, it seems like its
just us that is really doing something and selling records and making
things happen. But I really hope that Deicide stays around. I dont
have any beef with them at all. I just think that besides maybe talking
and making all this hype up or whatever, they should maybe think about
their music a little bit more. But whatever. I mean, theyre
doin what they wanna do.
With regard to the Satanic element, it has been observed
that most people who are very loud about proclaiming themselves as
Satanic are often of puny stature and that they only pretend that they
are Satanists to compensate for their physical weakness. Wouldst thou
say that this applies to thee?
As far as proclaiming that Im a Satanist?
It has been suggested that thou and Tommy from Motley Crue
are the same person, making fun of thy skinny arms, and stating that the
only reason thou art in the occult is to create some sort of macho image
because thy physical presence cannot possibly do so.
Well, I can tell you one thing. Im not, like, in the Ultimate
Fighting Championship or some kind of prize boxer. So Im certainly
not trying to be some kind of massive macho fighter or whatever.
Im a guitar player. Thats what I do. Thats what
Im offering these people. . . is my guitar playing. I put a lot of
time and effort into that, and I think that in that Im very
powerful and Ive accomplished a lot. I dont really know what
thats supposed to mean.
Has anyone ever hugged thee and loved the and called the
George Emanuelle?
Has anyone done what now?
Has anyone hugged thee and loved thee and called the
George?
Not that I remember.
If thou ever played baseball, wouldst thou be pitcher or
catcher?
I dont know.
If thou wert having gay sex with thy manager, wouldst thou
be pitcher or catcher?
Well, I dont know. That sounds petty weak to me.
Thy hecklers are may.
Thats the thing. Why arent these people who are saying all
this stuff. . . how come theyre not, like, writing music
thats gonna just make our band nothing? I dont get that.
Its easy to say a mouthful of nothing. But its a lot more
work to create music and product, because thats what a band is. A
band is music. Thats what its all about. Its about
making music and creating a statement, and devastating with chord
structures and timing sequences and things like that. All this other
stuff.. It means nothing.